Once I got saved, I wanted to grow in the faith.
I have an odd story, but will just say this.
I did not fell so much saved when I was younger and I certainly did not live that way.
It was at the age of about 36 that I got to the point of knowing I needed to repent and this I did. Not a 100% but from that that I felt were the major offenses and spent the next 24 years in growing and learning my faith. I identified it as growing with God.
Then something happened and I fell away from that growth for a long period.
It was not until my spirit became convicted that I had to change, and then I knew. I believe. and my faith has been growing ever since because I want it to.
It is obvious to me
@AlwaysOnAJourney that you want your faith to grow too. What is not obvious is where your belief actually is. For you need to believe and have faith first and then once you know and accept and believe about that man who hung on a cross bleeding His blood for your sins
that born again salvation occurs.
BTW, I can and do speak in tongues. Not daily. Not even often. And no, I have no idea what I am saying.