I'm sorry that you are rejecting Jesus.
Jesus never once taught that faith was given , granted or a gift .He said " YOUR FAITH " has saved and healed you. Not the faith I gave you has saved you, healed you.
Luke 7:50
And he said to the woman,
Thy faith ( not the faith I have given you )
hath saved thee; go in peace.
Luke 8:48
"Daughter," said Jesus, "
your faith (not the faith I have given you )
has healed you. Go in peace."
Luke 17:19
Then Jesus said to him, "Rise and go;
your faith( not the faith I have given you )
has made you well!"
Luke 18:42
"Receive your sight!" Jesus replied. "
Your faith(not the faith I have give you )
has healed you."
Matthew 8:10
When Jesus heard this, He marveled and said to those following Him, "Truly I tell you,
I have not found anyone in Israel with such great faith.
Matthew 8:13
Then Jesus said to the centurion, "Go! As
you have believed, so will it be done for you." And his servant was healed at that very hour.
Matthew 9:2
Just then some men brought to Him a paralytic lying on a mat. When Jesus saw
their faith, He said to the paralytic, "Take courage, son; your sins are forgiven.
Matthew 9:22
Jesus turned and saw her. "Take courage, daughter," He said, "
your faith has healed you." And the woman was cured from that very hour.
Matthew 9:29
Then He touched their eyes and said, "According to
your faith will it be done to you."
Matthew 15:28
"O woman," Jesus answered, "
your faith is great! Let it be done for you as you desire." And her daughter was healed from that very hour.
Mark 5:34
"Daughter," said Jesus, "
your faith has healed you. Go in peace and be free of your affliction."
Mark 10:52
"Go," said Jesus, "
your faith has healed you." And immediately he received his sight and followed Jesus along the road.
John 4:53
So the father knew that
it was at the same hour, in the which Jesus said unto him, Thy son liveth: and
himself believed, and his whole house.
hope this helps !!!