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There is the word chose and it is God doing that. It is done by the word, the gospel that we must hear before we can believe it. Many more people hear the gospel and don't believe it that those who do believe it. Those who do believe do so because they have been quickened to life---born again.James 1:18
He chose to give us birth through the word of truth, that we would be a kind of firstfruits of His creation.
But it you feel safer trusting in your own decision instead of God in this matter---by all means hold to it.