Not at all. I have never made such a ridiculous claim.
What total depravity says is that the spirit God forms in a man (Zech 12:1; Eccl 12:7) is a dead spirit. What total depravity says is that the Holy Spirit of God is completely, totally, unable to communicate effectively to one not born again. What total depravity says is not so much a weakness of the spirit of man as it is a weakness of the Spirit of God.
You may want to learn what Total Depravity actually says, instead of blaspheming the Holy Spirit with your false witness. (Please see what Jesus had to say about that.) The Holy Spirit has no weakness. Your statement comes from not knowing what you are talking about, and hence borders on, if it isn't, straight up blasphemy. Total Depravity is also know as Total Inability, which is actually something Jesus spoke about. The disciples were shocked with what Jesus said about the young rich ruler, and in their heart gripping astonishment they asked "Then who can be saved?" As though they realized that by what Jesus just said, no one can be saved. Jesus agreed, to a point, in that He answered "With man it is impossible." Now, when a subject matter expert, in this case the Creator of the Universe, without whom nothing was created, tells you something is impossible, He means impossible. Jesus just told the disciples it is impossible for anyone to be saved. However, while Jesus slams the door in the face of man (does that upset you?), the door is open for God. "but with God, all things are possible." So please, learn what total depravity is actually saying. I don't consider myself a calvinist, but I am calvinistic, and you aren't even CLOSE to what total depravity means. The Holy Spirit can talk to anyone. Now, whether the person is capable of understanding, that's between God and that man. Paul is the one who tells us that the natural man is incapable of understanding the spiritual things. It doesn't say that God is incapable of communicating it. Why do you go straight to attacking God to defend whatever your beliefs are. If you do that, you have already lost.
What total depravity says is that God created this world mostly for the purpose of relegating most human beings to hell, saving only a few that He had previously identified, chosen and repaired the dead spirit He originally gave them.
That is not what total depravity says. With this you make it openly obvious that no one has taken the time to teach you properly about who God is. The very foundation of a believer is built on who God is, and if you don't know, then you get what you wrote above. Why did God create the world, and why is everything happening right now under His complete control? He felt like it. He is God. He can do whatever He pleases. Tell me, does this sound like something your God would do?
"9 Then another angel, a third one, followed them, saying with a loud voice, “If anyone worships the beast and his image, and receives a mark on his forehead or on his hand, 10 he also will drink of the wine of the wrath of God, which is mixed [a]in full strength in the cup of His anger;
and he will be tormented with fire and brimstone in the presence of the holy angels and in the presence of the Lamb. 11 And the smoke of their torment ascends forever and ever; they have no rest day and night, those who worship the beast and his image, and [c]whoever receives the mark of his name
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Please tell us what the reason is that God wanted to make all those human beings that He had previously identified and chosen to send to hell. You can't do that because it is simply not true.
First of all, the statement above is blasphemous in that it does not speak at all to total depravity, and it casts aspersion upon God. No surprise though. Having read the books with Calvin's arguments against people like you, he deftly pointed out their heresies and straight up blasphemy of God. Was there even an iota of fear behind your eyes when you made your accusations? I mean, the blasphemy has been pointed out. Was there any fear of God behind your eyes? I do my best to be VERY careful when God comes in the equation.
Why did God create this world knowing what would happen? He felt like it. It is all for His glory, right down to crushing sinful man, and, as above with some, tormenting them that the smoke of their torment is visible forever and ever. Why? HE... IS... GOD. He felt like it. As Creator, He chose some to "foreordain to the adoption of chilren", and not everyone. That is HIS right as God, and as the offended party. Nowhere in scripture does it say that God chose to send some to hell. How did Jesus talk about it? Narrow is the gate, and narrow is the road that leads to life, and few that find it. What about the rest? They are walking, under their own power, on the broad way that leads to death/hell. Where does it say that God forced them to do that? That God made them do that? Where? Again, the prophecy says that each has gone their own way. That is, under their own power. God isn't there pushing them.
You really do need to learn about God properly. It is the very foundation from which a proper understanding of this world in general requires. I'm back looking into it again, and it is very deep. Perhaps consider AW Pink and his books on the sovereignty of God. A knowledge of this is greatly lacking today in the church.