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“My Lord and my God.” A very likely way to understand John 20:28 is that Thomas had realized the power of God working in Jesus, and in saying “my Lord and my God” he was pointing out that Jesus did, in fact, reveal God in a unique and powerful way. In seeing the resurrected Jesus, Thomas clearly saw both the Lord Jesus, and the God who raised Jesus from the dead, and he stated that fact. Jesus always taught that he only did what God guided him to do, and said that if you had seen him you had seen the Father. In that light, there is good evidence that here in John 20:28, “doubting Thomas” was saying that in seeing Jesus he was also seeing the Father.
We have to remember that Thomas’ statement occurred in a moment of surprise and even perhaps shock. Only eight days earlier, Thomas had vehemently denied Jesus’ resurrection even though all the other apostles and disciples, including the women, emphatically stated that they had seen Jesus alive. Thomas could no longer deny that Jesus was alive and that God had raised him from the dead. The Father had worked in Jesus and raised him from the dead. Thomas, looking at the living Jesus, saw both Jesus and the God who raised him from the dead.
When Thomas saw the resurrected Christ, he became immediately convinced that Jesus was raised from the dead. But did he suddenly have a revelation that Jesus was God? That would be totally outside of Thomas’ knowledge and belief. Jesus had never claimed to be God (despite Trinitarian claims that he had) and in fact quite the opposite. From the cross he called out to the Father, “My God, My God” (Matt. 27:46); then after his resurrection he still called God, “my God” (John 20:17).
In the other places in the Bible where the apostles speak about the resurrection of Jesus, they do not declare, “This proves Jesus is God!” Rather, they declare that “God” raised the Lord Jesus from the dead” (Acts 2:24, 32; 3:15; 4:10, 5:30, 10:39-40, 13:30, 33, 37; Rom. 10:9; 1 Cor. 6:14; 15:15; Gal. 1:1; Col. 2:12; 1 Pet. 1:21). From all those examples we can safely conclude that the apostles, including Thomas, saw God at work in the resurrection of Jesus from the dead. The apostles understood Jesus’ resurrection to be an act of God, and a demonstration of His power (Eph. 1:19-20).
There are many Trinitarian authorities who admit that there was no knowledge of Trinitarian doctrine at the time Thomas spoke. For example, if the disciples believed that Jesus was “God” in the sense that many Christians do, they would not have “all fled” just a few days before when he was arrested. The confession of the two disciples walking along the road to Emmaus demonstrated the thoughts of Jesus’ followers at the time. Speaking to the resurrected Christ, whom they mistook as just a traveler, they talked about Jesus. They said Jesus “was a prophet mighty in deed and word before God… and [they] crucified him. But we were hoping that he was the one who was about to redeem Israel” (Luke 24:19-21). The disciples thought Jesus was the Messiah, a “prophet,” and the Son of God, but not God Himself.
Are we to believe that somehow Jesus taught the Trinity, something that went against everything the disciples were taught and believed, but there is no mention of Jesus ever teaching it anywhere, and yet the disciples somehow “got” that teaching? That seems too incredible to believe. There is no evidence from the gospel accounts that Jesus’ disciples believed him to be God, and Thomas, upon seeing the resurrected Christ, was not birthing a new theology in a moment of surprise.
On John 20:28 (“My Lord and my God”) — a careful reading
Friends, I respect those who see here the climax of Johannine Christology as an ontological declaration. Yet allow me to share why I cannot take this as the birth of Nicene metaphysics, but rather as a profound functional confession, perfectly consistent with the rest of Scripture.
1. The Greek phrase
Thomas’ words are:
ὁ κύριός μου καὶ ὁ θεός μου — literally, “the Lord of me and the God of me.”
- This construction can be read vocatively (“my Lord and my God!”), but the Greek allows also a doxological or exclamative force, like other NT uses of θεός in astonishment (cf. Jn 10:34–35 where humans are called “gods”).
- Note that Thomas does not invent new metaphysics here. The immediate context is shock, not doctrinal lecture. Just eight days earlier he had denied the resurrection (Jn 20:25). His confession is sudden recognition, not a creedal treatise.
2. The immediate Johannine context
Only a few verses earlier, the risen Jesus says to Mary:
“I ascend to my Father and your Father, to my God and your God” (Jn 20:17). If Jesus Himself calls the Father
“my God” after His resurrection, then Thomas’ use of “my God” cannot erase this hierarchy.
Similarly, in John’s Gospel:
- Jesus insists: “The Father is greater than I” (Jn 14:28).
- He calls Himself “sent” by the Father (Jn 17:3, 8, 25).
Thus the Evangelist frames Thomas’ confession within the larger Johannine witness: the Son reveals God, depends on God, and in Him we see the Father at work (Jn 14:9–10).
3. Apostolic preaching after Easter
In Acts and the Epistles, the apostolic proclamation is never “Jesus is God” as a new metaphysical formula, but:
“God raised Jesus from the dead” (Acts 2:24, 32; 3:15; 5:30; 10:40; Rom 10:9; 1 Pet 1:21).
If Thomas’ statement were intended as a definitive ontological dogma, we would expect this to dominate apostolic preaching. Instead, the pattern is always:
- God as the Source.
- Jesus as the Lord exalted, whom God raised and appointed.
4. Patristic echoes before Nicaea
- Ignatius of Antioch can call Christ “our God” (Eph. 18.2), but always within a framework where the Father remains the one Fount.
- Justin Martyr and Irenaeus identify Christ as divine Logos, pre-existent, yet begotten of the Father.
- The Didache (c. 100 AD) invokes Father, Son, Spirit liturgically, but never with Nicene homoousios.
To anathematize all these witnesses as “heretical” for not reading John 20:28 through Nicene lenses would be absurd. They saw Christ as Lord and revealer of God, not as ontologically identical with the Father.
5. My understanding
I see Thomas’ words as the perfect climax of Johannine theology:
- “My Lord” → confession of Jesus as the risen Messiah, exalted as heir of all things (Heb 1:2).
- “My God” → recognition that in Him the Father’s power is revealed (cf. Eph 1:19–20), so fully that to see the Son is to see the Father (Jn 14:9).
Thus Thomas confesses not Nicene ontology, but the functional unity of Father and Son: one God, the Father (1 Cor 8:6); one Lord, Jesus Christ, through whom all things are mediated.
6. Kenotic arc
Philippians 2:6–9 explains the logic:
- Christ, existing in God’s form, emptied Himself (kenosis).
- He obeyed unto death.
- Therefore God highly exalted Him and gave Him the Name above all names.
Thomas’ astonished cry fits this arc: the crucified one now lives and reigns; God is revealed in Him.
7. Conclusion
Thomas does not coin a new metaphysical dogma in a moment of surprise. Rather, he recognizes in the risen Lord the full presence of God’s action. Jesus is “my Lord” in His messianic authority, and “my God” in that through Him the invisible God is made visible.
I respect the Nicene reading as an interpretation of this verse, but I cannot bind it as dogma. To me, the functional unity revealed here is greater than speculation: in Christ we encounter both the Son and the Father who sent Him.
One God, the Father. One Lord, Jesus Christ. One Spirit, the Breath of God.