I believe I was refering to the fact
1 John 1:1–3 (KJV 1900) — 1 THAT which was from the beginning, which we have heard,
which we have seen with our eyes, which we have looked upon, and our hands have handled, of the Word of life; 2 (For the life was manifested, and we have seen it, and bear witness, and shew unto you that eternal life, which was with the Father, and was manifested unto us
3 That which we have seen and heard declare we unto you, that ye also may have fellowship with us: and truly our fellowship is with the Father, and with his Son Jesus Christ.
They did not see or handle or declare an impersonal thing
They saw, they handled Jesus Christ the son
Are you really that desperate that you would try to make the Christ you claim to love an impersonal thing
Your handling of scripture is atrocious.