just so I inderstand
you think you drew yourself to God?
I believe with all my heart that with family, and even some young friends sharing their church experiences and my church that
when I took my confirmation classes and became a member in the church I knew without shadow of a doubt about Jesus and what He had done on the cross for our sins . I had had to be in a church service with others from the class and we swore to what our beliefs were.
I will not say I drew myself to God. Anymore then I felt God was drawing me to Him.
It was that I wanted to be part of the church because at the time I actually felt that was a safety net. (I was about 12) (And I had heard of hell fire and damnation preaching's from other family... and I knew, based on their teachings on Jesus this was right.
could it have been God Nudging you. or the HS trying to convict you. is that why you said the sinners prayer?
That came about with too much televangelist types from the 700 Club to the stand alone televangelists and even Billy Graham
to attending a revival and then my mom and I in my early 20s started to attend a monthly Christian Woman's Club luncheon where there were the obligatory testimonies followed but a group sinners prayer.
without all the stuff that happened before. if you never even heard of God. do you think that event would have had the same effect?
For me that would have been an impossibility for from the moment I could understand anything bedtime prayers were done. (Still are) so I cannot answer your question.
I never said God made you do anything. Just like adam, You had to make a choice.
the choice is
do you trust God (belief)
or do you not trust God (unbelief)
Which I did and do believe. My faith is strong.
I think Jesus explained it well in John 3.. WHY did the people chose to trust God and look to the serpent and live? Did they create their own faith. did they radomly of their own power just decide to trust someone they did not know
or did God through his work. draw them to himself..
That is not a simple question to answer. I could say possibly all of the above.
You ask " did they randomly of their own power just decide to trust someone they did not know"
Is that not how all the cultish religions who have worshipped those golden calves came to do so?
For myself, as a child, I trusted God before learning a thing about Him and Jesus because it was important in the family.
But there are beliefs all over the place, even here, and that is why I started to ask questions.
Thank you for answering.
You answers, to me, make a certain amount of sense. Why? Because you accept free will unlike others .
Thank you again.
Be blessed.