What the Bible says it true even if you say it's not. You're rationalizing away that your position is not deal with the entirety of Scripture and is not in accordance with the recorded reality that the people who served God were not under a curse even though they did not have perfect obedience. God's law came with instructions for what to do when the people sinned, so it never required perfect obedience, and the consistent call of the prophets was for repentance, not perfect obedience. The Bible repeatedly states that obedience to God's law is the way to be blessed and that refusing to obey it is the way to be cursed, not that obeying it is the way to be cursed and refusing to obey it is the way to avoid being cursed.That is not true. You are rationalizing away the requirement for judgment for breaking the law. You are making the law of God void through continued disobedience.
Do you think that we should rely on God to guide us in how to rightly live through what He has instructed? Or do you think that God was misleading His people through what He instructed? Again, it is contradictory to think that we should rely on God, but not rely on what He has instructed.No. It has nothing to do with claiming reliance. The issue is solely on obedience. Obedience you don't have. Which means you are cursed for continuedly breaking the law. However, you're not alone. All of humanity does this. You included. You're the one pretending that you don't and you false believe that repentance frees you from obligation.
I've had these arguments most of my entire life. Do you know what saying "I'm sorry" isn't a "fix". Saying "I'm sorry" doesn't provide a remedy. It is an indication of guilt. In your case and everyone's case, it is repeatedly an indication of lasting GUILT.
In Proverbs 3:5-7, we have a choice between whether we are going to lean on our own understanding of right and wrong by doing what is right in our own eyes or whether we are going to trust in God with all of our heart to correctly divide between right and wrong through what He has instructed, and He will make our way straight, and this is what it means to have faith. God gave instructions for atonement so our guilt does not remain.