AlwaysOnAJourney
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I know someone that feels that God is calling them to World Missions. They listened to a podcast by the voice of the martyrs and they said their heart was stirred by what they heard. They tried to figure out a way to go to those people. What they were able to do is join YWAM Crossroads. It is for people who are older than the typical collage age, that does this sort of thing.
What has been bothering me so much is the training part of the program. It is three months of training.
This appears to be some of the things they are training for:
How to hear God’s voice
Encounter God in the Bible
Holy Spirit and His gifts
Worship and intercession
How to preach the Gospel
Repentance and forgiveness
I will be the FIRST to admit that I don't know how to hear God's voice over my own thoughts etc. BUT, I have never seen anyone in SCRIPTURE being taught "how to hear God's voice" That really bugs me, because as Christians, we have already asked Jesus into our hearts. I think the Holy Spirit comes in at the same time. I know that some people argue that you got to ask for the Holy Spirit, or receive it later. That kind of thing. Why isn't that enough to solve the "How to hear Gods' voice" part of it?
Encounter God in the Bible? Do people really need to be trained on how to encounter God in the Bible? The Bible tells you that it is God's word. Since it is God's word already, why does anyone need this training? I don't understand. I feel like, just read the word and believe it. Done.
Holy Spirit and His gifts? What bothers me about this is, I can think of nobody in the Bible that had to learn this! What I see in scripture is that the Holy Spirit came on people and it was done. You didn't need to learn it.
Sometimes Christianity tires me out because it feels like Jesus is never enough. You always want more and more, and after a while, you start going to teachers to try and obtain more than what the word of God is already telling you.
I am not against those who have the gift of teaching, teaching the Bible. That is not the point i'm trying to make here. The point I'm trying to make here is how come we got to work to learn such basic things? And then it takes a total of 3 months to do it?
Just as I was getting ready to post this, I had another thought come to me.
If we as Christians need to learn these basic things. Then why on Earth isn't the local Churches doing a better job teaching everyone these things???
I would like you to please pray for me. I feel that there is something wrong with me. Somehow I have developed an emotional or maybe spiritual connection to this person. And I am even feeling a bit jealous of them. What I'm jealous of, is how much support this person got from their Church and many friends to do something like this. I don't have any friends to speak of. I am a 2nd shift Janitor for a School, I have a learning disability, and I don't have a Church body that I fit into. It is not because I didn't try. It is because I'm not the kind of person that is accepted by others. I can't explain it. I try to be in God's word as much as possible. I try to pray as much as possible. I try to be kind and caring as much as possible in real life. I try to be a generous person, and someone that shares with others. And yet here I am an outcast. Anyways my stomach has been bothering me, and my blood pressure has been running high too. My body does seem to be telling me that for some odd reason all of this is bothering me, and I can't seem to get my body to just let it go. Please pray that God will help me to feel peace. If you want to pray for this person and stuff, by all means do that too. Thank you.
What has been bothering me so much is the training part of the program. It is three months of training.
This appears to be some of the things they are training for:
How to hear God’s voice
Encounter God in the Bible
Holy Spirit and His gifts
Worship and intercession
How to preach the Gospel
Repentance and forgiveness
I will be the FIRST to admit that I don't know how to hear God's voice over my own thoughts etc. BUT, I have never seen anyone in SCRIPTURE being taught "how to hear God's voice" That really bugs me, because as Christians, we have already asked Jesus into our hearts. I think the Holy Spirit comes in at the same time. I know that some people argue that you got to ask for the Holy Spirit, or receive it later. That kind of thing. Why isn't that enough to solve the "How to hear Gods' voice" part of it?
Encounter God in the Bible? Do people really need to be trained on how to encounter God in the Bible? The Bible tells you that it is God's word. Since it is God's word already, why does anyone need this training? I don't understand. I feel like, just read the word and believe it. Done.
Holy Spirit and His gifts? What bothers me about this is, I can think of nobody in the Bible that had to learn this! What I see in scripture is that the Holy Spirit came on people and it was done. You didn't need to learn it.
Sometimes Christianity tires me out because it feels like Jesus is never enough. You always want more and more, and after a while, you start going to teachers to try and obtain more than what the word of God is already telling you.
I am not against those who have the gift of teaching, teaching the Bible. That is not the point i'm trying to make here. The point I'm trying to make here is how come we got to work to learn such basic things? And then it takes a total of 3 months to do it?
Just as I was getting ready to post this, I had another thought come to me.
If we as Christians need to learn these basic things. Then why on Earth isn't the local Churches doing a better job teaching everyone these things???
I would like you to please pray for me. I feel that there is something wrong with me. Somehow I have developed an emotional or maybe spiritual connection to this person. And I am even feeling a bit jealous of them. What I'm jealous of, is how much support this person got from their Church and many friends to do something like this. I don't have any friends to speak of. I am a 2nd shift Janitor for a School, I have a learning disability, and I don't have a Church body that I fit into. It is not because I didn't try. It is because I'm not the kind of person that is accepted by others. I can't explain it. I try to be in God's word as much as possible. I try to pray as much as possible. I try to be kind and caring as much as possible in real life. I try to be a generous person, and someone that shares with others. And yet here I am an outcast. Anyways my stomach has been bothering me, and my blood pressure has been running high too. My body does seem to be telling me that for some odd reason all of this is bothering me, and I can't seem to get my body to just let it go. Please pray that God will help me to feel peace. If you want to pray for this person and stuff, by all means do that too. Thank you.