Repentance and Forgiveness of sins accompany Christ Acts 5:31 all for whom He died will be given those blessings
Rom 8:32
He that spared not his own Son, but delivered him up for us all, how shall he not with him also freely give us all things?
You failed to meet all this
Not in the sense you imagine. You believe it is irresistable however Men come to faith and repentance by the word and activity of God and Christ.
Upon repentance and faith
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Acts 3:19 Repent ye therefore, and be converted, that your sins may be blotted out, when the times of refreshing shall come from the presence of the Lord;
Men are told to repent. It therefore is something they must do not something for which they have no response
1 John 1:9 If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness.
It is us who must confess
Acts 2:38 Then Peter said unto them, Repent, and be baptized every one of you in the name of Jesus Christ for the remission of sins, and ye shall receive the gift of the Holy Ghost.
Peter is telling men they must repent
Luke 24:47 And that repentance and remission of sins should be preached in his name among all nations, beginning at Jerusalem.
2 Chron 7:14 If my people, which are called by my name, shall humble themselves, and pray, and seek my face, and turn from their wicked ways; then will I hear from heaven, and will forgive their sin, and will heal their land.
Men are to: humble themselves, and pray, and seek God's face, and turn from their wicked ways
Prov 28:13 He that covereth his sins shall not prosper: But whoso confesseth and forsaketh them shall have mercy.
Acts 17:30 And the times of this ignorance God winked at; but now commandeth all men every where to repent:
Men are commanded to repent
Mark 1:15 And saying, The time is fulfilled, and the kingdom of God is at hand: repent ye, and believe the gospel.
Ezek 18:30–32 Therefore I will judge you, O house of Israel, every one according to his ways, saith the Lord God. Repent, and turn yourselves from all your transgressions; so iniquity shall not be your ruin. Cast away from you all your transgressions, whereby ye have transgressed; and make you a new heart and a new spirit: for why will ye die, O house of Israel? For I have no pleasure in the death of him that dieth, saith the Lord God: wherefore turn yourselves, and live ye.
Repentance and the lack of it stated as being according to their ways.
Isa 55:7 Let the wicked forsake his way, And the unrighteous man his thoughts: And let him return unto the Lord, and he will have mercy upon him; And to our God, for he will abundantly pardon.
Luke 13:3 I tell you, Nay: but, except ye repent, ye shall all likewise perish.
Acts 26:20 But shewed first unto them of Damascus, and at Jerusalem, and throughout all the coasts of Judaea, and then to the Gentiles, that they should repent and turn to God, and do works meet for repentance.