The lack of scriptural support in your "taint so" is duly noted. For the record, I am a "Sola Scriptura" Baptist who derives no pleasure from the "Doctrines of Grace" (TULIP) - [
I refuse to call something written by the Synod of Dort after John Calvin was already dead 'Calvinism' just because the powerful Lutheran State Church gave it that name as an insult]. I would gladly embrace Wesleyan Arminianism, but for the fact that Scripture does not affirm what John Wesley and Billy Graham - both Godly men as far as I can tell - assert: There is no call to "invite God into your heart" and God has no need of anyone's "permission" to be God.
Romans 9:14-18 [NKJV]
14 What shall we say then? Is there unrighteousness with God? Certainly not! 15 For He says to Moses, "I will have mercy on whomever I will have mercy, and I will have compassion on whomever I will have compassion." 16 So then it is not of him who wills, nor of him who runs, but of God who shows mercy. 17 For the Scripture says to the Pharaoh, "For this very purpose I have raised you up, that I may show My power in you, and that My name may be declared in all the earth." 18 Therefore He has mercy on whom He wills, and whom He wills He hardens.
Ephesians 2:8-10 [NKJV]
8 For by grace you have been saved through faith, and that not of yourselves; it is the gift of God, 9 not of works, lest anyone should boast. 10 For we are His workmanship, created in Christ Jesus for good works, which God prepared beforehand that we should walk in them.
Contrary to your OPINIONS, scripture teaches that it is ...
- NOT of your will
- NOT of your running
- NOT of yourself
It is ...
- GOD who has mercy
- whomever GOD wills
- GOD's gift
- GOD's workmanship
That is not a "Calvinist" thing, that is a MONERGIST thing ... a BIBLICAL thing.
So, stop trying to sit in God's seat.