@FreeInChrist @Jim
I am home as you can see still not able to sleep, but did get around four hours last night, double what I have gotten to previous nights. I brought a close friend home with me from the hospital, that goes everywhere I go, for at least a week or so. I have a bladder catheter, since the medicine that I was taken was not allowing me to visit a another close, Mr. Porcelain horse that lives in my bathroom, I think you all know him.
I'm still far from danger, yet much better than past last week. The doctor gave me two hours plus of a long treatment to help my breathing, which it has, for now. What triggered this last bout was I came down with a bad case of the cold, short of the flu and at my age , it could mean death. I have an ongoing problem, but anything on top of that is serious.
The Lord is indeed gracious above all, especially to His own children, though we use the witty inventions that he as graciously given to us,
our ultimate trust is totally in him, for
all is vain, if God is not willing to heal us ~ there's coming a day (known to Him) when that is coming for all of us, until then, we must be up and about our Father's business ~serving his children just as he commanded Peter, and that command is to all of us, of course, in a much lessor degree. What else are we here for, and what better cause to give our strength, gifts, and time, to do? All will be less than dung, if it is not use to serve God's will while we are living in the flesh.
I want to thank
@FreeInChrist, a very special friend, even though we exchanged some heated arguments, it is not with a evil feeling toward each other, that's life, especially in settings like Christians forums, it does get hot in the kitchen at time and it is not for the weak hearted, or a timed spirit person We are like brother and sister, we can and do disagree with each other, but we will defend each others when the tuff gets going. I have an older sister that hates President Trump, and we strongly disagree, but I love my sister, and she can be wrong if she wants to be.

And I have told her so, and she said ~ Red shut up, do not want to discuss this anymore with you, when she always brings it up, but that democrat's for you they are their greatest enemy and do not know it.
For a quick side note: President Donald J. Trump is the greatest president in America's history hands down ~ at least I can say this with confident he is so in my lifetime And I can go back to Harry S. Truman. Knowing a little history he seem so ever! First man that is committed to put America first and he does, without an apology~ now he definitely not the most spiritual, but then again we voted for a president, not a Spiritual leader, he need some serious help himself for sure in this area. So, we pray for him and thank God for given us such a man in these evil days.