God loves the victims with a purity and intensity we couldn’t even dream of or ever produce, and we are in fact deceived when we think we love victims more than God does, because we are not seeing our real motives, and we end up in complete self-righteous blindness about what is really love and what we are really valuing, and our evil heart adds one more evil in thinking it is good to pridefully make itself the source of value, to avoid judgment for sin, and to perpetrate one more evil thing in hypocrisy, and we really think we are more good than God is, because we would let everybody avoid suffering, yet by doing so we reject God as the only and real source of all value thus accepting the only thing left, a source of evil values that really ends up giving humans no actual value at all, because real care can only come from a source that is capable of giving it, and humans laterally valuing themselves end up worthless with no real source of value, in fact they are connected to evil because of original sin, which ends up in their being completely self-destructive in their deception about what is good. God loves the victims with a purity and intensity we couldn’t even dream of or ever produce, and we are in fact deceived when we think we love victims more than God does, because we are not seeing our real motives, and we end up in complete self-righteous blindness about what is really love and what we are really valuing, and our evil heart adds one more evil in thinking it is good to pridefully make itself the source of value, to avoid judgment for sin, and to perpetrate one more evil thing in hypocrisy, and we really think we are more good than God is, because we would let everybody avoid suffering, yet by doing so we reject God as the only and real source of all value thus accepting the only thing left, a source of evil values that really ends up giving humans no actual value at all, because real care can only come from a source that is capable of giving it, and humans laterally valuing themselves end up worthless with no real source of value, in fact they are connected to evil because of original sin, which ends up in their being completely self-destructive in their deception about what is good.
Fighting God because he seems evil feels superficially just, but is building our own sense of right and wrong and making it our god (some connect this to the tree of the knowledge of good and evil, but that’s askew, because it’s not wrong to know what is evil, only to think you can determine it). Moralism, socialism, altruism, humanism, niceness, being and doing good, all end up actually being evil because of the deception of the real motivations in doing it not having any real referent to what is truly valuable, for all valuation that abandons God as the source ultimately ends in something Satanic and sinful, something that devalues God and underneath will not be a genuine care, no matter how much the mind is persuaded it is by a powerful deception, because it will always end up in a destructive over-valuation of our own feelings of self-valuation that lead to destruction on all levels because this is all that’s left without a source, deception and devaluation, all the while thinking we are caring where we don’t, and thinking God is evil and we are good. This is why the Cross is the center of the universe by having all redemptive value, and the complete focus of the expression of value from God by using the only currency that has value: God, himself; we are, in fact, spiritual beings polarized around God, for or against. And all the negative things we experience are all sourced in the original sin of Satan and Adam in a cascading, snowballing effect, even things like natural disasters and toothaches. (It seems likely natural disasters never happened before the fall, because they can not be considered “very good.” Maybe the earth was kept in a kind of artificial stasis.)
So we conclude it's naturally offensive that one person's sin might affect another innocent person, and this is why people reject original sin. If we just look around and are actually honest we have to conclude there is something offensive about God to our normal feelings. Regeneration is the only thing that can cure these feelings. When we discuss any problem of evil, it always gets emotional and that's the real problem. Even angels weren’t cursed without their own individual choices, and the feeling of fairness and justice is strong in us to drive us away from Scriptural teachings on hell and original sin. We will always have a natural revulsion to such teachings. Once we see God allows evil to even exist, we've crossed the line to an offensive God. So many objections you hear even from Christians can sound like atheists. Yet can we just take Scriptures and proclaim they are true even if we can't logically justify them? Maybe the point of Job is that God transcends logic; many atheists think even with the "behind the scenes" information, it's still just as evil and immoral of God. I think it would help to boil the problem of evil and suffering down to simply looking at it in an equation rather than using emotive pictures. If the Biblical hell exists, it's by far the most offensive thing, and far worse than even the very worst life on earth. After all, original sin teaches both the victim and the bully are both sinners, and will suffer in hell without receiving the bread of life. Scripture simply says "without revelation and regeneration you will not have a proper attitude toward God," despite the fact that we all seem like victims in so many ways
Why would God treat humans so poorly if they are so special? I don't know but does God really owe us anything (pointing to value source again)? I certainly don't think he can be all-loving in the sense that some people mean, because although I think you can show that he can be fundamentally desirous of all things to prosper, if that were the only desire he had, there would never be anything imperfect allowed to exist. Heaven is really what we all are looking for, and the Bible says it only comes in one way. Christ said those on "whom the tower fell," although perhaps very unlucky in life, really had one main problem above all others—their personal sin against a holy God. How can we factor in all things everywhere and whether God acts justly or whether something happens we don't like? And really suffering is just defined by "that which I do not like." Evil, on the other hand, is the desire to steal, kill and destroy. If God's judgments are just holy retribution but not something he desired to happen, they become an “evil” qualitatively different than an evil that simply wants to get right to the destruction without any testing or care for morality. Perhaps the lesson of Job is that the paradoxical and offensive logic that God could allow something we don't like is less important than the fact that we need to find some way to be found right with God, to please him and be holy. And just as the Father taught this in the Old Testament, so did the Son teach it in the New. If I'm right with God, I can have peace in a hurricane, volcano, tornado, nuclear war, torture, or sickness. As for victims, it may in the end be impossible to understand why God offers a choice to some that he doesn’t offer others, or why he can use a supernatural miracle at one time but not another, because the fall made a dynamic of grace being affected by free will in a way even beyond our ability to understand, with grace reaching people unequally.
The real trap here seems our insatiable desire to be able to understand and logically see and explain the reasons for all our beliefs, as some kind of illusory ground of certainty, instead of direct revelation from God, the only way we could know something supernatural. It’s humility to start with what we are revealed to know and not insist that we must connect the logical dots behind to fully understand it before we will really put our trust in it. We lose the ground of starting what we know and building off of that, into looking at the million things we don’t know or are difficult to explain or understand. For example, understanding how people were spiritually saved under the Old Testament is very, very difficult, yet under the New Testament we are given clear explanations of trust and belief in Jesus as a substitutionary Savior bearing our sinfulness. Because we can’t understand easily the former, should we begin to doubt the latter? The foundation of logic and reason being incapable of grasping spiritual things, is a deceitful security that panders to our pride and fear in wanting to be the source of our own security, and there is no doubt this opens us to the evil spirits wanting use all the unknowns to try to deceive and distract us from the knowns, and hide inside those logic traps where our own understanding falls short. The right foundation is that the Bible is somehow supernatural and above the understanding and the Spirit of God uses it to communicate, enlighten and enliven us. We start with the knowledge there is a spiritual realm and God is by our faith directly interacting with us, and with that as a check and balance we can trust our experiential walk with God, confirmations, voices, feelings, perceptions, and see what spirits are not of God. This is why the apologetics ministry as a whole seems invalid, although God can still use it; we don’t have to know everything or explain our beliefs in the natural; “giving a reason” as Peter said is not intellectual justification, but being able to explain what the Gospel means in its simplicity.
Logic and words are impossible to be the basement of reality, because we don’t even know how our minds, souls and spirits interact with them; because any word can mean anything in a person’s thoughts, and logic is limited by the unknown limitations of understanding what it even says or means. Consciousness, being only personally experienced, is unable to be explained, externally confirmed, or seemingly shared. Logic can’t justify or defend itself by its own rules because it would be circular reasoning, without an outside source of validation, unless we just throw in random exceptions to make it work, and then we can’t define it. It is logically possible to illustrate its own limitations and recursive paradoxes. If there is something beyond logic/science how could logic/science ever address it? What these acknowledgments do is put us into the realm of trust where we need help from God and to constantly check our integrity towards him. In this sense, because every human has real limitations and there is no way to apprehend ultimate reality on our own, everyone necessarily has blind faith in the unknowns until God reveals it to him or her. On our own we can only guess whether there is something more. Although regularity is observable we could never know all the rules. You can’t just hold in your mind what you have to hold in your heart; there is an actual spiritual substance to truths. Our human pride and fear doesn’t like not understanding how something works and not making sure everything adds up in our own estimation. Supernatural things are not possible to fully understand and that frustrates our sinful tendency to rely on ourselves. We should rather turn to trust and relationship, experience and prayer, to learn how God would guide us.
But the real hub then becomes all about original sin and it’s solution in faith in the Cross-work, and our real fundamental nature being a spiritual thing we are blinded to without outside help. And in that we will feel threatened that science can actually interact and threaten our very faith by disproving the possibility of one original man and woman or an instantaneous creation. Although science seems to point to creation having an initial point where the laws of physics as we know them can no longer apply, and also humans at one point having two original ancestors, both of which accord with the Bible’s record, there is a very big logical difficulty in the order of sin and creation, because death and suffering would be around before human beings existed to bring in the curse. The meta DNA of the universe consisting in the laws and materials it was made of would have eventuated in everything we see because we can see no causal break in the chain of events projecting into the past. This makes it hard to take a literal interpretation of the creation account because everything would not be made very good, but in fact with sickness, violence, mutations and other imperfections and suffering. Original sin is a necessary truth for the Gospel to be true because the whole point of Christ is to undo the curse of our sin nature and the curse upon all creation. Original sin requires that all humans have an original ancestor they derive from that sinned and passed down that disconnected evil nature to all of them. How could this happen then?
We could posit several scenarios that meet this criteria but none of them will fit the literal interpretation of Genesis 1-3; it would become more symbolic and allegorical in most parts, just conveying to us fundamental true ideas. Adam and Eve could have existed in some garden in a heavenly dimension apart from this creation and their fall then was the catalyst that started the big bang. This way creation would include elements of sin and redemption from its very onset. Creation could have been made with imperfections because God used his foreknowledge to see that humans would indeed sin and so applied the curse proactively before humans ever came around. Or another possibility is two were treated specially and by some emergent properties develop an awareness of higher things and have the capacity to know about God, perceiving spiritual things. These two could have been in a kind of protected bubble sheltered from the suffering in the rest of the world until they were kicked out by their sin. This could be supported by the passage they were expelled to till the ground from which they came, which might imply they did not actually come from the ground of Eden. (Some argue that they had not eaten the Tree of Life yet which would have propelled them to some further heavenly state, however it’s also possible they were already eating of it to stay alive which would make more sense if life was connected to fellowship with God. Making the garden a means for man to choose and improve himself smacks of some kind of self-enhancement of man’s glory, after all there is nothing better and higher than intimate fellowship with God.) Evolution itself then could be a result of the fall and curse of sin, in some clever creative way. This seems reinforced when one thinks that the principles of evolution—competitive selfish dominance of the gene pool, suffering and violence, a seeming lack of care and meaning for life—that evolutionists love to use as an argument against a loving God, could in fact, be the punishment of sin in some way, and illustrative of what sin even represents at it's core, the banishment to evil and futility that still contains within it redemptive elements—given us in the picture of the death and resurrection of Spring, the night and morning of the circadian rhythm, the metamorphosis of the lowly caterpillar in "resurrection," the nurturing spirit of mothers towards the innocent young, the rewards of love and reproducing. And we have signs of our origin itself being cursed—our reproductive system itself being inextricably tied in with our toxic waste system, our painful birth and inevitable death. Perhaps creation itself is telling us more of a story that aligns with Sin and Redemption than we might at first perceive, intense suffering and selfishness combined with a longing and a hope for a better existence. The knowledge of good and evil then might be thought to contain within the evil of that rebellion and exile the good of a redemption in Christ—and put us into an experience and a creation the essence of which, where the heaven of redemptive hope in Jesus marries the hell of our rebellion, and has a baby; where justice is hard to discern in that all men are born from the dirt of the ground as sinners and victims to arbitrary suffering, yet given a hope in the Great Seed of Christ's death for sin, a transformation from the common, the lowly, the sinful, the painful, into something more glorious than our lowly existence could even imagine, as the amoeba could never begin to fathom our own feelings, for as C. S. Lewis said, if we find within us a desire that nothing in this world can satisfy, we might well conclude we weren’t made for this world. We are, after all, the scientists tell us, the very dust of the stars, our elements being formed in their pressure and explosion—within the oven of past saints and sinners tested lives, exploded the autonomous sin, righteousness and faith of redemption that created the very elements of the Story of Redemption that are the components that make up our spiritual life. It no longer seems that evolution as a belief in and of itself is necessarily combative to Biblical doctrines, and we can still believe in original sin, the grace of the incarnation, evil and good spirits, and an afterlife with judgment.
To get back to our source of offense towards God, practical illustrations can show our framework is wrong, because we think our own determinates of value are the ultimate. God’s holy love may have a value system we don’t easily see the value of. If I let someone take responsibility for another for a time, we generally don’t see it as evil unless we know the outcome. Our lack of knowing and power make us unable to monitor everyone, and thus we consider it an adequate excuse for allowing others to harm others; but in reality we don’t exhaust ourselves trying to stop it, so we give ourselves some excuse and expect far more of God without compunction. In what context is giving a person responsibility over others morally wrong or unloving and how can I determine it? For what purpose would it really offend me that someone did that? How could I logically demonstrate it as an unloving thing to do? My definition of love would have to extend beyond just caring into how the care is applied. But if we redefine caring beyond anything I can relate to as caring, such as being cruel, how can it be considered caring? When is love no longer caring? But God could delegate responsibility and still care immensely. The question is what is the virtue of delegation and why is it so hard for us to see? Why did God just not create those who will freely reject to spare them? If what they do is evil, then they don’t deserve that consideration anyway, so why not just create them? Love seeks not its own; meaning not that God does not seek his own glory and laws to be enforced, but that God seeks that others be persuaded to conform to his own laws and glory for their benefit. God being selfless cannot mean he gives up some fundamental valuations of himself. In this case, would it be unloving of God to not create things and not allow them to self-express as evil? We only want to somehow spare them the punishment and think that is loving to do, but in fact, it seems like in the end it is a loving thing to not love evil, because evil is completely against real love so its existence is always contrary to the purposes of love. Therefore perhaps it is virtuous to allow evil self-expression to ultimately be destroyed because this freedom is somehow a virtue of God’s goodness, and freedom expresses something important about and to God, the possibility of being like him in some way, expressing something of him. We might think that if we were humble we would admit both that we cannot and should not determine valuations anyway, and just be more overwhelmed that in light of our intrinsic feeling and knowing of doing or being something wrong somewhere God could possibly have anything to do with us at all. But there’s an element of scariness in the trust level this entails, and it seems our most basic motivations are wrapped up in pride and fear, especially when we see a very huge evidence that seems to require too big a level of faith; and in fact, it seems God does not even require this ultimate level of faith from us, just using the best our faith can do and asking for his help in humility.
In the end, once we see this problem does not make God unloving even though it reminds us of his more reverential and fearful attributes, we realize it is evil to focus on evil itself, because all good is focused in the redemption from evil and eventual freedom from it, so we need to forget all the casualties that evil has left behind and only focus on that good that Christ has brought us that will last forever.