AlwaysOnAJourney
Active member
I don't understand it. I feel like people in general don't love me. Worse yet, I don't feel like Christian people love me. I know in my head that Jesus is all that matters, and yet that doesn't calm my feelings. I don't know why but I have a hard time letting go of bad thoughts. I know the common suggestions. Listen to praise music, read the bible, and pray. Some people even so far as to tell me what scriptures to read. But when my emotions get really really really bad. It is hard to get them to settle down. I'm lonely and I'm tired, and I'm afraid. I'm always afraid of getting into trouble at work. I'm afraid of trying to get a new job because there seems to be something not right in my brain. I'm a slow person. I was diagnosed with a learning disability, and I know that some Christians don't believe in that sort of thing. I'm not here to argue for it or against it. I just feel like I need someone to pray for me. Will anyone do that???